HOW SEBSI ARE YOU?
I think I am home sick and I am getting sick.
The pilot announced landing in 15 minutes in Los Angeles International Airport. As the aircraft started to go down, I saw my beloved gridded streets of LA from above. I couldn't hold my tears as they started running down my cheeks. I was surprised myself that I would have this outburst of emotions. But what can I say: "I miss LA". It has been my home for the past 9 years. And I felt I've been away for too long. I am so happy here even though London offers something else to me.
the things I missed (no particular order)
== my family
== calla lilies
== my friends
== sun
== sun
== sun
== home food
== driving 90 mph
== traffic [surprisingly]
== downtown
== ralphs
== drinking with my friends
== movies
== kissing
== ocean
== christmas lights
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
== sushi
Sunday was a release day for me from AA prison. Some things just simply became mundane and apathetic.
My brother-in-law was in the town; so I sneaked out from AA for a day. So, it was so nice to get merged into London life again. As sometimes I feel completely locket out @ AA, which is fine but it is good to find some inspiration somewhere else.
London looks completely different in November. I think a number of tourists got tripled or quadruple since September. As I and my brother-in-law were wondering on Oxford Street in a search of gifts for my sister and my niece, we found ourselves jammed in people's traffic. And once again I couldn't stop to cry out: "f****g tourists!!!" But at the same, the street atmosphere was jolly because people looked happy and relaxed, enjoying their vacation. That's why perhaps just for a second I felt jealous as I miss my family and my friends.
After all gifts' finding, thanks to my brother-in-law, finally I sat down to enjoy a good food as I cannot recall when last time it happened. Most of the days my meal menu consists of junk and frozen food.
London is getting colder and colder every day. The layers of clothing are not helping, need some Russian fur hat and fur coat.
As far as school, we are getting feed with lots of new knowledge on software which is good but at the same time, we cannot implement all of it into the design or if we do we are getting deviated to somewhere else cause we are getting fascinated with pretty forms and etc.
But it is ok as the actual studio will start in January and will run for a whole year. As of now, I start thinking to get into Patrick Schumacher's studio but initially I had a completely different interest.
We have 2 more weeks left before our final presentation, so lots of work to be done and me being sick is not helping as I am wasting time sleeping and taking drugs.
